Whoa, I thought nobody noticed that i left. um. . . . sorry. . . ???. . . .. Well you wrote to me so you at least deserve an explanation and some help on your journal. though future assistance may not be applicable. See what the explanation is for my not really being on deviant art anymore is that I have found what I have been longing for all my life. The one girl that anyone who can call himself a man that would refer to himself as the man the woman he loves more than the world, thinks of him. I left my home and country to be with her to love her and be her everything. When I got on to Deviant Art, it was before we found eachother and the doing the art thing was something to pass the time so my life wasn't so completely meaningless. And by meaningless I mean I have put my self worth into what love thinks of me, and at the time i didnt have love or want the kind of love that was around me. And that's just a personal choice that i have made for myself, to live just for that one thing that makes everything that i have ever needed in life possible, and what makes it so great is that it is, and i know everyone says it but this is one of those things that holds true, forever. . . beginning with this perfect love being for the rest of her and my life. And I know this is getting pretty deep and somewhat on the scary side, but its not at all like that. The seriousness of what I am talking about is that i have never been with any female (or male, just to clear up that little notion, as i'm not homosexual, and thats just another personal choice thats fine for me and what-ever choice anyone else makes is fine for them) in any sense for dating or anything. But here I am now, I have everything that makes me complete, so the art world doesn't hold anything for me anymore. But you were kind enough to ask so i will help with your journal, just know that for future reference i wont be doing much anymore for anything on deviantart.

Well I can only do stalk you on the weekends. am too busy during the rest of my forever.